Wednesday, January 2, 2019

2019 - Happy New Year

So 2019 is here and I am still fat and not happy with myself. 

Who else feels this way? 

I can't be the only one. 

So here I am...going to be 40 this year and in the worse spot I have been.  Fat, tired, bitchy, and just overall UGH mood.

242 days until my birthday and I want to spend it on the beach not thinking about who is looking at me. 

I have always been negative on self images and I want to work on my issues. 

I am now doing daily calorie check and will be doing 30 minutes of activity daily. 

I weight 306.6 the biggest ever without being pregnant.

Sitting mini goals.  Feb 1st-296.  March 1st-286.  April 276.  May 270.  June 265. July 260.
August 255 and SEPTEMBER 1st (my bday) 250.

I can do this.  I know I can.  I just need to find the confidence and energy. 

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