So 2019 is here and I am still fat and not happy with myself.
Who else feels this way?
I can't be the only one.
So here I am...going to be 40 this year and in the worse spot I have been. Fat, tired, bitchy, and just overall UGH mood.
242 days until my birthday and I want to spend it on the beach not thinking about who is looking at me.
I have always been negative on self images and I want to work on my issues.
I am now doing daily calorie check and will be doing 30 minutes of activity daily.
I weight 306.6 the biggest ever without being pregnant.
Sitting mini goals. Feb 1st-296. March 1st-286. April 276. May 270. June 265. July 260.
August 255 and SEPTEMBER 1st (my bday) 250.
I can do this. I know I can. I just need to find the confidence and energy.
